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DHRITARASHTRA AND PANDU

Now came a joyful time. It was as if

the coming of the three Bharata princes

conferred a benediction on the land.

The kingdom prospered. Rains were plentiful,

swelling the Ganga, spilling generously

onto the lush green of the paddy fields.

Plump ears of barley, rice, fruits, vegetables

were piled high in the markets; livestock thrived

and granaries were full to overflowing.

People flourished: in countryside and city

calm contentment reigned. There was no crime.

Merchants and craftsmen plied their diverse trades

with honesty and skill. Throughout the land

shrines and sacred monuments were seen.

People were kind and generous to each other

and, under Bhishma’s wise and steady hand,

reverence for holy rites prevailed.

Bhishma was like a father to the princes.

He brought to court the best and wisest teachers

to ensure that the boys would be well trained

in Vedic lore, and all the skills and arts

essential to a royal kshatriya.

They learned to fight with every kind of weapon;

Pandu excelled with a bow, Dhritarashtra

at heroic feats of strength, while Vidura’s

knowledge of dharma was unparalleled.

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Janamejaya said, “Now please tell me

what happened as those princes grew to manhood.”

Vaishampayana resumed his tale.

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Owing to his blindness, Dhritarashtra

was thought unfit to rule without assistance.

Many of the functions of a king

were held by Bhishma, while the fearless Pandu

took on the protection of the realm.

His successful conquests swelled the coffers

of the treasury, and Hastinapura

teemed with travelers from many lands.

He shared his personal booty with his brothers

and decked their mothers with exquisite jewels.

Dhritarashtra, as the senior brother,

held splendid and elaborate sacrifices,

with fat remuneration for the priests.

With the lineage always in his mind,

Bhishma arranged a marriage for the blind prince

with Gandhari, daughter of King Subala.

On her wedding day, she took a cloth

and bound it around her eyes. This she wore

from that time onward, so she would not enjoy

superiority over her husband.

Bhishma thought hard about a match for Pandu.

Not only must his bride be virtuous,

but the marriage should be advantageous

politically, securing an alliance

with another powerful kingdom. He heard

that Kunti, a lovely Yadava princess,

as spirited as she was virtuous,

and Madri, daughter of the Madra king,

were of an age to marry. Pandu traveled

to Kunti’s svayamvara, and was chosen

by her, from many thousands of contenders.

Then Bhishma visited the Madra king

and, at great expense, obtained for Pandu

Madri, celebrated for her beauty.

Last, Bhishma found a bride for Vidura:

the illegitimate daughter of a king,

of mixed descent like him, with whom he found

great happiness, fathering many sons.

Perfect. But all was not quite as it seemed

for Kunti had a secret. She had buried it,

consigned it to a rarely visited

corner of memory and there, she hoped,

it would stay. But acts have consequences.

Karma, the eternal law, plays out

ineluctably, and Kunti’s secret

contained the seed of tragedy and grief.

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When Pandu was not absent on campaigns

he often spent his time deep in the forest

on hunting expeditions, for the chase

was his great passion. One unlucky day,

he saw a deer in the act of mating

with a lovely doe. He aimed; he shot it.

The deer was actually an ascetic

who had assumed the likeness of a deer

because he had renounced all human contact.

With his failing breath, he shouted out,

“Even the vilest sinner would stop short

of doing what you have done! You are highborn

and come from a distinguished lineage

yet you have allowed yourself to act

brutally, out of greed!”

“You should not blame me,”

protested Pandu, “I am a kshatriya.

Killing is what we do, whether it be

enemies or animals. Besides,

any deer I kill are consecrated

as sacrifice to the gods.”

“I don’t blame you

for hunting,” said the sage, “but it was cruel

to kill an innocent in the act of love.

Because you had no knowledge of who I am

you escape the guilt of brahmin-murder

for which the punishment is terrible.

But you will share my fate—your life will end

when you give way to passionate desire

for a beloved woman.” Then he died.

Pandu was desolate—he must become

a celibate. Never to have children!

To live without the comfort of his wives!

The deer-ascetic had revealed to him

the errors of his pleasure-seeking life.

“Better renounce the world, shave my head,

wander the land homeless, without blessings,

without possessions, eating what I beg.

In that way I can expiate my guilt.”

Kunti and Madri cried, “We will come too!

What would our lives be worth apart from you

whom we love above all other beings?

We will go together to the wilderness.

Living simply, even this dreadful curse

will not prevent us finding joy together.”

Pandu at last agreed. He gave away

his royal robes and all his worldly wealth.

Putting on the roughest, simplest garments,

shouldering a few necessities,

passing through lines of weeping citizens

the three of them set out into the wild.

They traveled north. For many months they walked,

across bleak desert country, through the foothills

of the Himalaya, into the high mountains.

Through austerity and self-denial,

Pandu did penance for his previous life,

only refraining from the harshest pain

out of consideration for his wives.

Compassionate, unselfish, disciplined,

he won great merit, great respect. And yet—

he was still disturbed. “A man’s duty

is to beget sons for his ancestors.

Childless, I’m no better than a eunuch.

When I die, I will die forever;

there will be no one to remember me

and I shall never reach the heavenly realms.”

This thought came to distress him more and more.

His wives were desperate to ease his sorrow.

At last he said, “Consider—in ancient times,

there were no rules for who could mate with whom.

Long ago, during the golden age,

women were not confined to just one husband.

Even more recently, in times of crisis

rules have occasionally been set aside

to serve the greater good. Beloved Kunti,

you could conceive by a holy man.”

“Pandu! You violate me by such talk!

You are proposing to treat me like a whore,

with you as pimp. I am your wife, Pandu,

and that, to me, is sacred. I am devoted

only to you, beautiful husband. Never,

not even in my thoughts, shall I consider

any man but you.”

Pandu persisted:

“But reflect for a moment—I myself

am only on this earth through the good deed

of the sage Vyasa.” Kunti knew the facts

but, though she wanted to console her husband,

she was adamant. No other man

would ever lie with her.

Then, quietly,

she revealed to Pandu the following:

“When I was young, not much more than a child,

a brahmin taught me how to summon gods

to do my bidding. I shall say no more,

but now, if you agree, cherished husband,

I will call on a god to give us a son.”

“Lovely woman!” cried Pandu joyfully,

“summon Dharma, god of righteousness.”

Kunti did so and, through the power of yoga,

Dharma took human form to lie with her.

In due time, when she gave birth to a son,

a disembodied voice was heard to say,

He shall be called Yudhishthira; he will be

the Dharma King, defender of right action.

After a year, another son was born—

sturdy Bhima, child of the wind god, Vayu,

he who stirs up cyclones and tornados.

Bhima was built like a block of iron.

Once, he tumbled off his mother’s lap

when she was sitting on a mountain ledge.

Down he hurtled, spinning, plummeting

as Kunti screamed in horror. But the rocks

were shattered as his body hit the ground,

while he laughed in delight.

Pandu reflected:

“Success on earth rests on both fate and effort.

One cannot change the course of destiny

but heroic acts can achieve wonders;

I wish for a son whose deeds will be supreme.”

He thought of Indra, chieftain among gods,

he who hurls thunderbolts and lashing rain.

“I will obtain a powerful son from him.”

Pandu engaged in strict mortifications,

and Kunti, too, observed stringent vows

to honor Indra. Then she summoned him

and the god favored her with a child.

When Arjuna was born a voice was heard,

rumbling from the clouds: This child will bring

joy to his mother. He will be a scourge

to countless enemies. Bull among men,

undefeated, he will save the Bharatas.

Then a joyous clamor was heard—the voices

of heavenly beings, singing in their delight

while gongs clanged, and flowers rained on the earth.

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Madri longed to have sons of her own.

Too diffident herself, she asked Pandu

to speak to Kunti for her. So it was

that Kunti gave Madri one use of the boon.

Madri fixed her mind upon the Ashvins,

beautiful twin deities who drive

away the darkness, heralding the dawn.

She gave birth to Nakula and Sahadeva,

twins who would be both beautiful and brave.

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When Yudhishthira was born to Kunti

the joyful news soon reached Hastinapura.

Gandhari wept. She herself was pregnant—

had been pregnant for a year already—

but as the seasons came and went, she waited,

and waited. Nothing.

Some time before, Vyasa

had arrived at court exhausted, famished,

and Gandhari had welcomed and cared for him.

Vyasa had been moved by her compassion,

her piety, the fact that she had chosen

blindness, when she could have had the joy

of seeing the glorious created world.

He blessed her, saying, “You will be the mother

of a hundred strong, courageous sons.”

Did the wise and far-seeing Vyasa,

even as he granted her this boon,

know the sorrow that would come of it,

as though he had just cursed her, not wished her joy?

Perhaps. But with his insight he could see

all that had to happen, and how. And why.

He understood the business of the gods;

his task, to be their earthly emissary.

Now, Gandhari nursed her swollen belly

as the months dragged on. It was hard and lifeless.

Despairing, she decided she must act.

Grimacing with pain, to rid herself

of the intolerable load she carried

she struck her belly, pushed, strained, cried aloud

and gave birth to a monstrous mass of flesh,

like a dense and glistening clot of blood.

Horrified, she made to throw the thing

onto the fire, but found Vyasa standing

in the room. “Is this the hundred sons

you promised me?” she asked him bitterly.

“I never lie, not even as a joke,”

said Vyasa, “still less when I am serious.

Have a hundred jars filled up with ghee.

Now, sprinkle the flesh with water.” Instantly,

the hideous ball split into a hundred pieces—

embryos, the size of a finger joint—

and one extra. Vyasa took each one,

placed it in a jar, and left instructions

about the tending of the embryos,

and when the vessels should be broken open.

“I would have liked to have a daughter too,”

thought Gandhari. Vyasa read her mind.

Then he departed for the far Himalaya

to perform austerities and prayer.

More months of waiting. In the room of jars,

a dozen nurses tended the embryos

that slowly grew inside the glowing vessels.

One day, Gandhari woke to a loud commotion.

The first baby had been born from his jar

and was brought to her. Her hands encountered

a large, muscular infant, her first-born son.

But those who cared for him became uneasy.

They shuddered as the infant raised his voice,

dismal, ugly, like a braying ass.

This infant, who was born on the same day

as Kunti’s Bhima, was named Duryodhana.

Dhritarashtra summoned many brahmins

as well as Vidura and Bhishma. “I know

that Yudhishthira as the eldest prince

will inherit the kingdom. But will my son,

my Duryodhana, come after him?

Give me your best advice.” At that moment

a horrible cacophony was heard—

howling wolves, hyenas’ insane cackle,

harsh croaks as crows and other carrion-eaters

flapped overhead. The city streets swarmed

with creatures never seen before—familiars

of the strange royal brood born in darkness,

born to remain always invisible

to their blind father, their blindfolded mother.

Dhritarashtra heard the disturbing sounds,

and was apprehensive. Vidura

knew what the portents meant. “Oh, my brother,

this birth portends the ruin of your line.

Your first-born son is destined to destroy

all that we’ve held sacred through the ages.”

Dhritarashtra wept and wrung his hands.

“What can I do to guard against disaster?”

“Only something that you will not do—

kill him! Content yourself with ninety-nine.

Without this eldest, all your other sons

will be harmless, ordinary boys.

But this creature comes from an evil place

to spread pain and destruction everywhere.

Exterminate him so the rest may flourish.

Give him up for the sake of all of us.”

But Vidura was right. Though Dhritarashtra

did not doubt his brother spoke the truth,

he could not bring himself to kill the child,

his longed-for first-born, Duryodhana.

Over the next month, the other jars

yielded ninety-nine more infant boys

and one daughter, who was named Duhshala.

The hundred sturdy sons of Dhritarashtra

would come to be known as the Kauravas.

Meanwhile Gandhari, fulfilled at last,

caught up in the delight of motherhood,

did not hear the howling of the wolves,

nor the unearthly predatory birds,

nor the harsh grunting from her children’s throats.

She only heard the cries of human babies

demanding to be nourished.

At this time,

another son was born to Dhritarashtra

by a lowborn woman, sent to serve him

while Gandhari was indisposed. His name

was Yuyutsu, and he would become

a loyal friend to the five sons of Pandu.

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In their forest home among the mountains

the Pandavas were happy—running free,

climbing, inventing games, learning the skills

a kshatriya boy should know, protected, cherished

by Pandu and their two devoted mothers.

But their father never saw them grow

to manhood. One spring day, when lovely blossom

and soft unfurling leaves infused his mind

with lustful vigor, Pandu was consumed

by love and passionate desire for Madri.

Despite her screams, her terrified reminders,

destiny deprived him of all sense;

he entered her, and died in the act of love.

Thus was the curse fulfilled.

Kunti bitterly

blamed Madri and, despite her protestations,

the weeping Madri felt responsible.

As the senior wife, Kunti proposed

to follow Pandu. But Madri held her back:

“Our beloved husband died because of me,

cheated of fulfillment, as was I.

I will follow him to Yama’s realm.

Kunti—be a mother to my children

as, I know, I could never be to yours.”

With that, she climbed onto the funeral pyre

and, covering Pandu’s body with her own,

abandoned herself willingly to the flames.

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The last rites for Pandu were performed

by the seers among whom he had lived

and who were now entrusted with the care

of his wife and sons. They thought it right

to take the family to Hastinapura,

where Bhishma would look after them. For twelve nights,

wan with sorrow for their beloved father,

the boys slept on the ground outside the walls

while rituals to cleanse them of pollution

were performed. A lavish ceremony

was held for Pandu and, when all was ready,

the Pandavas processed into the city.

The grieving people gladly welcomed them.

Pandu’s sons were home where they belonged,

to take their place beside their hundred cousins!

But Vyasa spoke to Satyavati.

“With Pandu’s passing, the times of happiness

are over. There is trouble in the offing.

Earth herself is growing old and sick.

If you would avoid a painful sight—

the Bharata clan tearing itself apart—

you should leave now.”

Satyavati listened.

She sought out Ambika and Ambalika

and, together, the three aging women

entered the last phase of their earthly life.

After retreating to a forest ashram

they passed their days in great austerity,

before embarking on their final journey.

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